Well, I thought it'd be time for an update?
Anyway, guess I'll start where I should... the beginning...
I got a job early July, it's only part-time, but it does help out. I get to get away from the house and I'm not trapped like a rat anymore. It's a newer store, and we just had our grand opening (even though we opened on the 3rd). It was quite nice to be working again... still a mystery as to what God has planned for me next. I love my job. I know that sounds crazy but being out of work for just the few months I was... well, it put a whole lot into perspective for me.
My parents would LOVE to know that everything they told me while I was growing up - well, I'M FINALLY GETTING IT! LOL! Life for me is something, ain't it? I'm always finding out more about what my parents say is nearly right on the money, and yet... some of it is also a little strange to find out so late...
For instance... I used to be a major packrat/slob when it came to cleaning I hated it with a passion! But my parent's would always tell me that my "slobbish" ways would change and I'd want to keep things clean... I didn't really understand, but I didn't want to - I thought I had it all figured. Boy... when I'm wrong, I'M REALLY WRONG! I thought I'd never be like my sister is about cleaning... but come to find out... I'm JUST LIKE HER! Not a bad thing, only bad part is the way I found out...
You see, Lessie and I have been staying with his parents until we found our own place; well, living in this house... yeah, you'll WANT to be a neat freak, my sister would have a HEART ATTACK if she knew how bad this place is. Her place is bleached clean, whereas this place... it's completely filthy! you can barely walk through the hall way! Not only that his mother is a packrat worse than any I've seen. Compared to my mother, my mother is a NEAT FREAK compared to her... it's scary and sad.
Well, I guess that's normal. Kids learn that their parents were right, only AFTER they've removed themselves from their parent's place... it's just how things happen.
On a different note, Lessie is really a wonderful guy. He's taking care of me so much, it's like he's completely changed since we first met. He cooks for me, rubs my back, rubs my feet, and even recites poetry to me! It's so wonderful I can't explain how happy I am. I'm gonna take a moment, and say that Lessie is a man who really knows how to show his affection even in the simplest way.
Well, the next thing I'd like to say is that I HATE Chihuahua's! Especially the one that lives in this house! He barks at EVERYTHING! He's not a dog he's a yapping beany baby! That thing barks at EVERYTHING that moves! No matter if your getting up to pee or laying down to bed, he barks at the slightest noise! ANNOYING! and for the next week I'm gonna have to put up with it because he's here! One thing, he comes near me and barks, I'm gonna show him that he's nothing but a soccer ball to me!
Another thing, I think I have more of my dad in me than I first thought. My temper ... for one... because my dad isn't afraid to tell it like it is... and I've begun doing JUST THAT! I've never before been one to make waves large enough to cause a flood, but lately... I've been learning just how much FREEMAN I really have in me! It's a little refreshing and scary at the same time.
Anyway, I'm doing well... Having to take amoxicillin for GBS - it's called GROUP B STREP. you can look it up ... I don't want to go into detail, but it's not contagious and I've done my research on it. also, I'm gonna be looking for a doctor for my Thyroid, gotta talk to my dad about it, but hopefully I'll find one too.
The baby is apparently doing well, I've had morning sickness like a crazy person, I've got fatigue and I've got cravings... mainly I've been craving subway's Turkey and Black Ham sandwiches toasted and loaded with onions, jalapeno's, banana peppers, lettuce, tomato, with black olives... oh that sounds soooooooo good right now. anyway, I guess I'll stop updating, thats about all the update anyway.
My job is going great, my Lessiebear is showing his sweeter side, I'm homesick slightly, I'm finding new things about myself I'd never thought I'd find out... and well, God is in control of it all!
God Bless!
