Saying Farewell
The hands of time hold no sway over the will and voice of God. Tonight I found out that a very dear dear person to me has entered the Kingdom of Heaven and is standing with the Christ Jesus.
At first I wanted to do what I did before, but thought better of it.
Secondly, I wept.
Thirdly, I cried out to the only person who could completely understand my suffering and pain... God.
Right now, I am quietly grieving. I have too. I can't let others see the suffering I am going through, as everyone is going through something probably greater. I am leaning on God as never before, because I am not able to cope with such loss in such a short timespan!
One thing I've learned, is that my pain is of no importance compared to others' so I have decided to just voice it here and be done with it. Every time I've talked about anything that was causing me hurt or pain I was silenced by someone who supposedly had worse pain/suffering... so I will not expect anyone to feel anything for mine.
I will greatly miss the person who passed, and I will put the short memories I have of them in my heart forever to stay and guard them as I guard the others in my life. I will miss them...
