As much as I love being out of the house, I still feel a little homesick - as I'm sure everyone does from time to time when they first move out (this is my fourth time technically...). Well lets just say it's been a blast, yet still feeling a bit homesick. I guess that's why I try to stay in contact with my mother/father as much as I can.
Anyway, I moved out of my parents house Dec. 11th, which was kinda sudden really. But in the end it is working out so far, except I need to get the rest of my stuff moved over here before the end of February.
It's been interesting - I've always considered myself a grounded person. Never really making MAJOR SUDDEN changes to my life such as I've done recently - but I guess when things work out for the better, it's a good thing to be a little flexible.
It was getting harder and harder to live in my parents home, I was really putting a strain on things there - I know it because I am not proud to say this, but I wasn't very helpful with a lot of things... - Plus when my dad wrecked the truck, it brought the vehicle usage down to only one vehicle and with two people needing transportation, that wasn't really good. I would have to get up so early just to get to my job, so dad could get to his. Because I worked later than anyone else in the family at the time. Then I had to rely on someone else to pick me up - which could be problematic.
I'm not saying I'm ungrateful that my parents did what they could to help me, I am just saying it put a strain on everyone. So, when I moved out, I know that strain lightened up on my dad a bit. Plus on me too. Now - things have been working out wonderfully for both me and my parents! It's like a load has been lifted from my shoulders along with theirs.
Now I'm working to get my Permit for my CDL and then I'll go for my official CDL. I'm learning so much nowadays about truck driving it's making me crazy about it! I want to do it so badly... it's gonna be a fun and adventurous time when I get on my first Rig!
Well I know that it's normal in this day and age, but it's always been taboo in my thoughts (at least until I actually did it) I moved in with my boyfriend, Less. It's been a wonderful time with him. We make a great team, I can talk to him about everything (almost - I'm still unable to talk about certain things) and we have a good relationship. We both work at it, we both strive to keep it healthy and going good. Even though we are living together our relationship - like so many other's I've seen - hasn't diminished. It's actually getting stronger each day!
Plus, Less is such a wonderful man - he's becoming the man I know he is and he's learning that acceptance isn't that difficult when it's coming from me. He's a wonderful person and yet has been through lots of hardship. I am so happy he's turning into the man I know he is.
Ever since we have been going together steady, things have been going really good for Less since. It's kinda crazy, but since he and I have been going together steady - he's doing so much better. He's under less stress and he's got higher spirits. I'm very glad about that.
I keep him in my thoughts and constantly before God's throne. I want Less to be happy, that's all I want for him. Always.
So - this is the random update. I'm living with my boyfriend, I'm doing well and getting my permit, I'm alive and well!
God bless you all...
Oh and my new nickname is "KittyGiggles" Or "Giggles" according to Daddy Nixon (that's Less' father).
